Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hey hey. apologise for not updating. Been too lazy. haha. so i'm back in the states. new students arrived from indonesia. 3 guys, 5 girls. Finally, a little addition to our scarce population. They're really fun people. One could play guitar, one's really crappy, one's really studious, one's really studious, the rest... have yet to discover. Been eatin out everday with them. It's really hurtin my pocket. And my slimness.. wahahahaha. Gained 1.5 kg since i came back.
NEw term, new lessons. Everything's getting tougher and tougher. Hope i can really do well for em. I miss everyone in singapore. already. Can't wait for christmas. so much to do with you guys. there was never enough time to do anything. I didnt get to chalet, nor sentosa. Didnt even shop! =( see ya later. dont know what else to say.
Another winter day has come and gone away, and even Paris and Rome. I wanna go home. Let me go home
Thursday, September 08, 2005
So dad suggested that i go back to SG earlier. spend time with u guys. I was extremely delighted. TILL, mom came along and did what she does best, being negative. She said no, and oh well, im stuck here again. thank u come again.
seriously. im gettin fat again. shit!
Obstacles come one after another, yet we fight and endure them all. Still, we remain strong as ever. Let us not be weary, and fight on. As this, is yet just another one. Come, my buns, stay fresh and juicy!
I love Ultimate Double Whopper W/Cheese & Extra Bacon!!!!!
and you, of course. ;)
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
The lil partey was--i think-- the most successful ever. 25 people turned up. Was fun. everyone happily chit chatting away, some busy munching on the rocky's pizza, some got high from vodka. It was a really fun sight. Some stripping going on, wasn't a good sight. Then some decided to go swimming at 2 am in the morning. Qi xin! hahaha. made noise and alerted the guards, thrice. ahahaha... Ah well... tt's okay, we all had fun. Good time has to end, and it was time for me to go. I got up in the mornin to see her smiling at me. She sneaked into my house, very cheeky. thanks! It was truly an awesome start to begin the day. I realized it was the last day that i could see her and everyone else. Really sad... ahaha. I didn't have enough time to sentosa, to chalet, to dan ryan's. But that's alright. We'll do that on christmas.
These are the times when i wished time would stop and i had 25 pairs of arms to hug all of you all at once and not let go. hmm... 25 pairs, quite freaky though.
Now im indo. Missin her, missing all the dudes and gals. PRetty boring. I've been stuck at home for dayssss. Nothing to do. Why dont my parents understand huh? it sucks here! Turnin psycho soon. AAAAA. Hmm... ill end it here.
I like vern, fook, sean, ham, ian, lennon, elly why, malek, wan ting, melissa, jessie, jin feng, jane, thea(the coke thing was cool ;)), rachel, yc, kim, queen, kuen, lb, val, mel, sherwoman, jia yi, lindee, diy.
Miss ya' all. Take care. c u soon!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Time flies. It's my last three days in Singapore before i leave. Am so not lookin forward to it. Leaving my crossroad friends and her, certainly isn't a easy thing, but well, like it or not, i have to face it. I had an awesome time during these 2 weeks in SG, hanging out with everyone. I gained 2 kg here, and so did LY. shucks. Guess it's my fault. sorry babe. haha. Been eating like there's no tomorrow.
I was supposed to leave on monday. Then it became sunday. Today it became even earlier, saturday. Wth. im gonna lose a whole weekend to spend with the dudes and babes. Sux.
My dad's turning grumpy. Grr.
Tomorrow, we're gonna gather in my place for pizza. After which, time to Absolut. Wakekeke.
See ya guys tmr then.
lovin' the babe lots. XD
Sunday, August 21, 2005
hallo singapore!! im back! Keke. I totally surprised the dudes, when i showed up unplanned during one of their outings. waakakaka. so much i wanna do.
1: Chalet
2: Sentosa
3: Poh Piah
4: Nasi Lemak
5: Gin with the queen
6: Visit KCP
7: Jam
8: BBQ
9: K-Box (done)
Hmm elle why was so sweet. She bought me carrot cake for bfast the very next day i arrived. Spent the whole day wit her b4 i surprised the dudes. they were totally blown away. I was supposed to arrive on the 26th. But thanks to mum, i arrived a week earlier. At night, we had cafe cartel (who's suggestion i wonder, grr =D) and we sang songs at party world ktv. Was so hilarious. I cried while singing It's Now Or Never by Elvis Presley. Not rrly cried actually. just tt I was laughing so hard, and ended up tearing. wahahaha. So many other silly songs we sang. fun Fun. We played pool. foo so pro now. we tied at 2-2. Im so gonna kick ur butt the next time we play. Then we headed back to my place to slack for a lil while b4 the dudes went home.
I'm so lookin forward to meet the rest of my friends. I missed you guys.
you can't hide YOU between 2 sesame seed buns.
2021 - Time of my life. =)
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Wazaaaaakarimashtaaaa.. I dont know what tt means, but sounds cool to me.
went to the supermarket 2 days ago. I picked up a bunch of low carb stuffs, and brought it all to the cashier. The lady said, " My oh my, what're u needin these for? Look at you, you look so fit!"
Ahahahahaa. so happy la... All these hard work i put finally paid off. 1kg more to my target. heh. I came to Seattle weighing at 63kg. Now im 56. Phew. Tell u mann... hell of an effort. haha. Few days more before i return to indo. and about 2 weeks++ to sg. Dang, Im so psyched im so psyched. cant wait mannn... cant wait.
cya soon!
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Past few day's been quite fun. Lotsa pool, and i tried playin poker yesterday. I finished 4th out of 11 people. I think it's a great achievement, after all i am a rookie.
I have completed driving class, and i passed the finals with the score of 80%. Wahahaha. I'm awesome. But 80% is the passing score anyways, so i barely passed. Kekeke, so glad. I no longer have to cycle 3 miles everyday to the school anymore. Cool stuff.
This evening somethin so awesome occurred to me. I cycled to a nearby mall and as i was parking my bike, 2 angmoh chics talked to me. One said, "Hey, nice bike."
I looked up and saw these 2 hot chics sittin at the steps bout 5 feet away from me. I was stunned for like 2 seconds. Then i smiled and said thank u. Then the other chic said asked, "What's your name?"
"Edwin" I said. And she replied, "My name's Pamela."
"nice to meet you" i said. I was like WOW, how did i manage to say tt man. I was super nervous mannnn... At the same time happy and excited. wakakakka. Then i waved byebye and quickly walked into the mall. Man, my heart was still beating pretty quickly at the time. Shouldve talked more mann... get to know em or sth. Guess i wasnt ready. Not enough courage, too shy and i was shabbily dressed. A Von Dutch T-shirt i got from Thailand, pair of board shorts, and my trusty nike dunk. Dang dang dang... kekekekeke
Man i so wanna hang out with the americans, but i just dont got the courage to, mannnn... Ego cant take it. Wakakaka.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Took a 2 week break from blogging. Now I'm back, heh.
Wah i scored a C+ and a B- for my 2 essays respectively. Dang, I don't remember my english being that bad. Sniff. Definitely can't ace this one. There goes my M3. =(
Hmm.. let's see... My course's comin to an end. 1 week more. Pretty psyched about going back home to see the dudes. I called everyone up last night. First i called Lindee, the birthday girl, to wish her. Secondly, I called Malek. He seems to be doin pretty well, and most importantly he still remembers me. Wakakaka. I can still vividly recall the 4 Peace times when we did countless stupid stuffs in class. Thirdly, i called Fooooooooo!! But JF answered instead. He was in class. Ended up chattin a little with her, and she was in class. Poly is mad. Can chat during class time. Lol. Lastly, i called the MAT BOY!!! Hamzaaaaahh ham ji peng! Man, he sounded so happy like he was about to cry or sth. Man i miss tt dude. He cried for me in the airport. Honored.
tomorrows the last day of driving school and also the finals. So glad. Dont have to see that boring instructor anymore. Such monotonous character and voice. Jokes he cracked was really lameeee... Everytime it felt a huge gust of wind came blowing smack across my face. Brrrrr...
Mom wants me to go back on December. Awesome. That means i get to hang out with ya'all again. This rocks.
So many people's birthday in August. Lucky thing i'm still here, or i'll go broke.
3rd - Lindee
5th - My "sister", Kit
11th - Yu Chern Tai Tai
14th - Elaine another Tai Tai
and couple more. forgot who.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Sigh... i planned to wake up at 10 pm today to go get whopper. But i didnt get up till 12 am. Sigh... BK's already closed at that time.
Sigh... gotta wait 10 hours more.
Sigh... Hungry.
Sigh... Gotta write boring essay.
Sigh... feelin so lethargic.
Monday, July 18, 2005
For years, i've had a boggling question that's been on my mind. Thus far, no one has been able to answer or set an explanation for it.
The Question is "Why's Whopper so damn good?"
It's thus far the best thing that've occurred to me. It fills you with such satisfaction none can replace. Such tenderness, such unique taste, such delicacy.
Whopper oh whopper. There's nothin better than a Double Whopper w/cheese to start off the day. Trust me, it'll make your day. People ask me sometimes, "why're u smilin all day?"
"It's the Whopper." I proudly answered. How'd life be without it? Life full of misery, uncertainty, and life of dissatisfaction. It's totally god's gift to have provided us today, with the ultimate burger, The Whopper.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Hi. Just wanna start off by thanking all of those who were there for me, Vern Sean Ky Ly Jane Queen, through this really tough period. Im feelin better and really i appreciate it, ya' all. =) Things haven't cooled down between him and me, but i hope it'll settle down one day.
I just got myself a bathroom scale today and guess what! I lost wait man! I have lost a bout 3 kilos. Am 60 KG now! Yey! But i'm not done here yet, I still wanna slim down summore. =) I didnt work out this week cuz of the unforeseen circumstances that made me feel lousy recently. I hope to continue tomorrow or next week.
And what i'm lookin forward the most is going back to singapore next month! Yey! So quick ya! Been 4mths since i left? I haven't stopped missing every single one of you. I should've stayed in sg. =__( haha. Look forward to my return people! Cant wait, grr. Sentosa, Chalet, Dan Ryan's, Poh Piah, Get wasted, Gin with queen and ky, jam with the dudes and beats, Rocky's! whewww...
Yep tt's all today. See ya.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
The most disastrous catastrophe of my life has just happened last night in a confrontation between my cousin and me. It all began with me, i guess. A stupid, stupid mistake.
My cousin, who's also my housemate, has a girlfriend in Aussie. I knew her and do chat with her on the MSN often. Well, they never broke up when my cousin moved here with me, and they decided to carry on with a long-distance relationship. Sadly after merely 1 month, he pursued other girls and well, sorta chup siao his girlfriend. He's always angry when she called. She got upset and talked about it to me. She told me she was utterly upset and depressed all these while when he started being rather mean to her. It all started here i guess. As she told me all her troubles and feelings, i began to show sympathy for her, and well, i felt her pain and well really sad for her. Finally, she got me to reveal all about it. I ... told her every single thing that i knew.
WHAT WAS I THINKING??? I backstabbed my own cousin! What an idiot i was to think my cousin would never find out!! though his gf promised to keep me confidential. I didnt think of the fact that i was the only link there was between her and my cousin. Even if she didnt reveal my identity, i would have been easily identified, and yes i was. Why the hell didnt i think of that. I was so freakin stupid man.. Why did i even get involved in this anyway.
Well the very next day, my cousin refused to talk to me, and it continued for 2 weeks. It was really bad. Finally he confronted me yesterday. He told me how disappointed and disgusted he was with me, and the only thing that's keeping him here in this apartment that we share was the fact that we're "Cousins". This term "cousin" only made everything more complicated. What made things worse was that he thinks i didnt reveal his secret for the sake of sympathy, and he thinks that i did it on purpose to offend him. why would i do that? He told me he wanted to leave and move out after knowing that i backstabbed him. We cant simply separate because we have family ties. This sucks man... He named me all the bad stuff he probably knew. I was wondering how he got to know so much and he revealed that he hacked into his girlfriend's computer to see our msn history with the aid of a friend. thats so wrong though, to hack into your own girlfriends computer? But the point is, im still the idiot.
Now his mum even knows about this mess. I have created a family conflict, i am the greatest idiot ever. I showed sympathy for a stranger and sacrificed my relationship with a family member. Idiot, idiot. The word "idiot" kept appearing in my mind. I just wish there's something i could do right now. We're never going to be the same, ever again...
I'm so ashamed of myself, utterly disgusted by this stupid being. I wish i could turn back time.
I so wanna go to marina bay to scream my ass off like there's no tomorrow.
someone... help...
Monday, July 11, 2005
Got up today asking myself, "What do I really wanna do in life?"
As you guys all know, I currently major in business. Pretty usual and boring major, huh. Honestly, I haven't got much interest in it. I took up this major for the reason that my dad is in that field and it brings in, well quite a notable sum of money for the household. I thought i'll just take over when he retires and my life'll be cool. Now that i think about it, wouldn't life be such a bore?
Have recently found an area that i'm really really interested in. I even went to the library (wow) to research about it. Nutrition and personal training. Ive been trying to workin out and eating right lately and i could see my body evolving from a lump of fat into someone more lean and cool. wakakak! i loved the result and i loved it overall. was thinkin wat if i could turn this into a profession. I still have time to turn back. not too late really. Being both a nutritionist cum personal trainer. What do you guys think? One thing that bugs me is the possibility of parental objection.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Hi! Summer quarter has just begun. I enrolled for only a class, this is due to my upcoming driving class. =) The class is at 7 30 am in the mornin everyday. Somehow, I have absolutely no problem waking up that early. in fact i've been waking up at like 5 am everyday. Weird, doesnt sound like me, does it? the class lasts for barely 2 hours everyday and after 9 30 a.m, i'm so free. Usually, i'd end up hanging out at the mall or the library, and alone. Sigh...
I guess I've been complainin to a handful of you bout how lifeless and lonely i am. Sure i have made many friends, but there wasn't any that i became close with. No one to confide in, no one to share my joy with. I walk alone, i read alone in the library, i dine alone. Basically i've become this loner that people dont take notice of. Almost everyday's like this. I often think back of the past, about how every single day was full of joy and laughter. Now, the only laughter i get is by watching comedy central at home. Sure the comedian made me laugh, but after awhile, felt stupid just sitting on the couch laughing and grinning to myself. Even the com had failed to keep me entertained. It's tough. A week felt like a month, a month felt like a year. Time passes so slowly. Just can't wait to see everyone to sg again. For dinner today, i was alone, again. Due to the depression, i decided to give myself a treat at the steakhouse. Waitress probably thought i just got dumped or somethin. The soup and steak were really delicious. I liked it. Weird tho... Dining in such a nice place all by myself, surrounded by people no younger than 30 years old. i was the only 17 yrs old in the house.
On the way back, after a steak extravaganza, some ang moh pissed me off. It's weird really the angmohs here. They'll pick a fight for no apparent reason, bet he was drunk. I was walking on the way home and some dude in a car just turned to me and scolded me for nuts! He was like, "Fuck you, pussy"
I was shocked, and offended. very. I mean like, whats the deal man... I just had a nice sumptuous meal and felt good about it. He HAD to ruin it for me. Thanks a lot white boy. Most angmohs are really friendly, and some are really outrageous. They can be really nice and some can be buttholes at the same time. I'm fortunate that thus far, i haven't met many of the buttholes.
I'm still full, so very. Bet the steak was at least 18oz. I better go to sleep now. cya soon people.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Hi all. Feelin really bored so ive decided to blog for a bit. I'm havin my holidays right now. First quarter went really well for me here. As some of you guys knew, i scored straight As. I was so extremely happy bout it man. Didnt expect such stuff to occur, but it did! BUT! I signed up for a tennis class, but i didnt attend. Wanted to drop it but it was too late! Therefore i got an F for it. I didnt care at first, thought it wouldnt affect my score. Unfortunately it did! @#@!$$%$% My GPA fell from a 3.9 to 3.66. I was so pissed off!!!!! a difference of 0.24 could mean a drop of 100+ in ranking mann!!! I'm going to see the advisor once the summer term starts. hopefully, she'll be kind enough to waive it off for me. I certainly hope she could. Please all pray for me. I need my score. =___(
Ive been pretty lifeless so far. All i do everyday is sit in front of the computer for like 8 hrs then go to sleep. I wake up, surf for a bit and go to the gym, stare at the screen again and sleep. Every single day's been like that. And this is the very very first time that holidays seem to pass so slowly and dreadfully. I hope to meet new friends soon.
Startin my driving class next week, I'm pretty excited bout it. It's a 4 week course, thrice a week. I should be able to attain a license by the end of summer. I'm so hopin for a BMW M3. That's why i need my As..!! Pray for me again, folks.
Ill be goin to LA pretty soon to meet Daniel. Unsure when though...
My exercise plan has been on schedule so far, I haven't lazed around since i started the whole thing. But the diet plan's quite screwed. I just had pizza just now. 4 bowls of yang chow rice yesterday. This mornin hot dogs. sigh... can't resist food. i certainly wonder how celebrities live. No kobe beef.! Not even a piece of potato chip! Everyday's lean meat and a whole load of vegetables. Sucks really, they have a whole load of cash but cant spend it on food. Sad phenomena.
I can't wait to go back to sg. MAKAN!
Living in an apartment certainly = 100% freedom, but when it comes to cleaning up, it's hell. Moreover the fact that i share this crib with a lazy cousin. Makes it worse. He likes to cook, but never clean things up, never cleared the bin. Food went bad in the bin for days. The kitchen then smelled totally like trash, i wonder how he could stand it. Since i didnt use the kitchen very much i couldnt care much. I cleaned the laundry room, and the living room all by myself. A scene of shipwreck became like a whole brand new shiny clean apartment! The feeling was wonderful. Alright, i met him later that day and said, ive cleaned most of the house and please clean the kitchen. He said okay. Wtf, i came home at night and the trash bag was left at our door. The trash bag which contained the bad food, folks. Im like WHAT THE F**K. He wouldnt even walk 10 steps out the corridor and throw it down the chute? Kitchen was still full of stains, stove was dirty like crap. Sigh... he'll never get it done so i cleaned up the stains and the stoves too. At least now the odor's gone. For the first 2 months i didnt really care, i thought aiya big deal. Now it's gettin on my nerves. First thing we stepped into the house, he chose the master bedroom without even discussing things with me. I thought whatever. I pay half of the rent. No less. Big deal i thought... And in school, he copies all my work and got an A. I clean up the house all by myself. It seems pretty unfair to me. i hope he'll start noticin soon. Kept quiet because he is my cousin. Tolerance brings piss. But even a nice guy like me has limits. <=====! WAKAKA
Phew, so much for complaining. My cash is flowing out like water. Yet, i still have so much in mind. New guitar, more clothes, more this, more that... I can't get enough. Sigh, need to stop spendin!!
I made Yc do a lot of shopping few days back. She's so easy to tempt. All i did was throw her a couple websites like guessfactory.com. Yes, she scolded me idiot at first. But the next day, hehe, Ed help me order this tee and that one too. Just wanna laugh at her. wakakakka... Just mention the word "SALE", she'll go nuts. What a tai tai.
I need some activities man. lonely... I'm mr.lonely, I have nobody, for my own...owwwwnnn =O~~~~~
Bye bye ladies and dudies!
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Hey everyone. I just returned from the gym. Phew, great work-out... Waiting for the toilet to be vacant. I hope Mid-yrs went fine for all who sat for the exams. The graduating classes, continue to strive for the upoming Chinese O's.
I just took the school placement test for English and Math subjects. Dang, I was so happy. I scored 99% and 81% for reading and writing respectively. Pheww... Been awhile since I've scored this well. This angmoh, pissed me off. She's a lady in her middle age. Took the test beside me. She came in later than me but finished the paper earlier than I did. After i was done with mine, i saw her outside sitting in the bus-stop. She said, "Hey were u the one from the placement test?"
I said "uhuh".
She replied, "Man, you were hell slow and i was thinkin if you'll ever get off your freakin' seat."
I was stunned, BUT i just smiled like the nice guy I've always been, and said, " well, yea, I took my time and wanted to make sure that I've done the best I can."
So proud of myself. KEKEKEK! And she did so much worse than me in English despite the fact that she's American! What irony. See, the nice guy always win in the end.
I miss my friends in Singapore!! I can't wait to see ya'all. I wanna come back for Teachers' Day!! So lookin forward to it. Grrr....
2 weeks left to the end of the term. Shiok stuff..
US beef rox!
Cya soon dudes.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Hey hey everyone. Im waiting for my chicken bake so i thought id just write a post. Bellevue's loadsa fun. Spent the last week slacking big time. Cant believe the term'll end in 4 weeks time. Time flies like mad. Chores are killin me. Rooms messy, kitchen's full of unwashed plates, laundry's piling. Yesterday i cleaned the toilet. Ukh, i hate dealin with toilets mannn... seriously...
I miss my friends in Singapore. Wonder how they're doin. Poly's startin soon. Finally back to school eh, after 5 mths of slacking. Haha. Well, i just wish all of u the best of luck.
I need a girlfriend. To do my chores, to cook, to drive me around, to play pool with me. Anyone?
Ah crap my chicken bake's burnt. ARGH!
Summer's approachin, temperature's risin. Im so gonna die during summer. i dont got an A/C at my apt. arghh.
wanna eat
so.. bye.!
Monday, April 11, 2005
Time is 12:49 A.M, 11th April 2005
Hmm, been about 3 days since mom left me to survive on my own in my new apartment. Man, I had to wash my own clothes, my own plates, cook my own meals, clean the apartment! Gosh, how troublesome. Though gosh, so much freedom! I could go out 2 A.M in the mornin and no one would care. I just bought a new computer. a Gateway computer. And this is the heaviest CPU i've ever had in my entire life. The CPU+keyboard+mouse alone is 80 lbs. I had to bribe my cousin to help carry it home for me. Delivery charge is US$69.99, very unreasonable. That's why i decided to take the pain staking process to carry that huge crap all the way home. After only half-way through, we both gave up. It was too heavy, i can't do it. I hurt my back~ fortunately, one car zoomed and stopped beside us. One young lady said, "Hey guys, do u need a lift? That thing seemed way too heavy to be carried all the way home."
So i was like =D~~~ SUREEE!!! THANKS SOO MUCH. Man, ang mohs are darn friendly. Imagine if she hadn't appeared. Would have broken a limb or sth ya noe.. Well, I haven't done homework. And it's gettin laid, oops i meant late. Sigh... Speech class's reeally chim. Professor's usin all kinda chim mentality and words all the time. Gettin frustrated with it. Grr...
My Laptop's actin weird. Refuses to connect to the internet. What's it's problem...
15th April is tax day! YEY! Shopping time!!! Those of you who wish to buy anything which you know are cheaper than the selling price in asia, pls hesitate to contact me. I'll try my best to get it and bring it back to Singapore during August.
I just bought a new webcam. Pretty cute. Looks like a huge eyeball. My friends, please get one. I miss ya'all so muchie. If possible, get a mic too. To those who think that i've grown rounder, be happy. It shows that i have been well-fed. Well-fed with U.S Beef. Ain't that awesome? I get to eat U.S beef everyday! Burgers are like madly delicious.
Well, frankly as I'm doin' this entry, many things are bugging me. A special someone, whom i feel so close to me, seems so far away. Physically, emotionally. Missin her... yet realisin she's not drawn to me at all.. no.. Why do i keep dreamin all the time? Thinkin it'll come true. Sigh. I'll have to indulge in lots of steaks and burgers. But how long can my pocket last?
So much for that. =_)
Man Man, i gotta tell u guys bout this sushi place i had lunch in this afternoon. They had this thing called Seared Salmon. It's basically salmon nigiri and they used a blowtorch to burn the top surfaces till it's greyish. some mayo on it to top it off. Mann Oh Mannnn, it's gooooddd. so expensive though, just 8 plates and i already spent US$18. Such rip-off. =_(
I'm visitin Daniel durin the break of this quarter. To LA that is. Been like yrs since I've last met him. Miss that dude.
Well that's all for now. Blog again in like 2 or 3 days. Or if i feel good, tomorrow. LOL. =D Good Night, folks. Have a good day.
Monday, April 04, 2005
Am currently in Bellevue, WA. Time's 1:09 p.m. 4th April 2005
Arrived few days ago, leaving behind my loved ones. =) Thanks to all that came to the airport to send me off. So many of you... I didn't have time the time to hug each and every one of you personally due to time restrain, though i'd love to, sorry.
Bellevue's a beautiful town just a short distance away from Downtown Seattle. I love the weather, it's really cold and it rains a lot inevitably. People are really nice and polite, just like me. =D Spring term has just begun and I'm finally starting school after 3 months of slacking. College's so huge i had so much difficulties locating venues. People there look so old. I'm like an underage boy there. Haha. Well, met a few indonesians there and they're pretty friendly. I miss my friends in Singapore. Can't wait to see ya'all once more.
Visited Van Couver just yesterday. That place is hyper happening, though stuffs are pretty darn expensive. Many roadside Hotdogs seller, taste darn good too. Man, food in USA rox man. Even in school, quality of Cheeseburgers in the cafetaria surpasses that of McDonald's in Asia. Imagine, i get to eat US BEEF everyday here!!! That's like super awesome. I'm gonna get fat here for sure. But ladies, please don't stop lovin me.
Went to view apartments just a few days back. Can't believe i'll already be managing my own apartment. That's a huge step. Lookin forward to my days here. Going off to have lunch now. Cool Ed Signin Off. Take care All!!~~
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Hmm. Been aeons since i last blogged. I apologise for neglecting my blog.
4 A.M. and i'm sittin here in my empty room. Just 11 hours more from leaving Singapore. I gazed upon the stars and recollected much memories of my 8 years of life here. So much anger, so much tears, so much laughters, so much love. These memories will stay deep-rooted in me, till my olden days. My friends in Singapore, i'm leaving you behind. I'm sorry. You all have played a part to shape me into what I am today. I thank you deeply. All of you have brought so much happiness in me. Words can't express my appreciation to u guys. D0S, RYEK, SLJM, Quinn, Kuen, Andrew, Ian, Lennon, Liang Yan, Shermien, Hobbits, Nicholas, Tidbits, etc (sorry if i have left out anyone special to me). I wanna thank every single one of you for being there for me. I'd like to leave some of my last personal messages to the dearest.
To Foo: Foo, we've been the greatest buds for 6+ Years now. You've been very supportive in whatever i do, tolerating with my being-late habit. Thank You for being there for me whenever i'm down. Thanx for all the McDonald's that you bought for me in Pri School. Thanx for everything u've done for me. We love food and food rox!
To Vern: We started from a shaky friendship to what we are right now, awesome bud. Though i will never forgive u for takin such a big chunk out of my chicken drumstick.=) We love pizza and pizza rox. Congrats for being the top student, congrats for excelling in many aspects that you do. Proud of you bro. We love Rocky's Pizza and Pizza RocKs!
To Hamzah: Hamzah's a really great mat, oops i meant bud. 3 Yrs of frienship is cool man. You always try your best to squeeze in time to hang out with me to the gym in the morning and stuff. Hey i thank you for that man. You're very playful, but hey tt's what makes u so cool to be with man.. So much humour so much laughter. Great drummer, great great bud. Don't tear man, I'll be back. =) Rock on, bro.
To Sean: Sean you're rrly tall. It'll be nice if ya can shave of like 5 cm and give it to me. Known u for only 3 yrs but we've bonded so well. Sean thx for accompanying me to pool often. Thx for teaching me loadsa stuffs bout sound. Thanks for accompanying me to K box though you don't like it. Thanks for all the humour we've shared. Russell Peter Rox! -Somebody's gonna getta hurt real bad...
Thanks DOS, Thanks Vern Fook Sean & Ham. I'll miss you guys dearly. DoS rox!
To Liang Yan: Liang Yan, we've bonded and spent this 1 yr so fruitfully with each other. I very much enjoyed your company everytime we go out. You would pour soy sauce into my coke, play with my food, punch me around. =) But hey tt's fine... haha. You've been very sweet to me. Buying me candies, cakes and donuts for me every now and then. I love the times when we would spend hours in Sakae enjoying the buffet together and doing so many silly things. I love the times when we would enjoy our ice cream in Swensen's. Sticky Chewy Chocolate, that's your fave. =D I so wish i could spend more time with you, but time's running out for me. Liang Yan, stay sweet and lovely always. I'll miss you when i'm gone. Take care.
To Jia Yi & Lindee: Pretty ladies! Thanx for hanging out with me every now and then. You both are fun people. I'm lookin forward to hanging out with u girls again when i come back. Dont zi yuan zi yu too much okay? Take careee!
To the Hobbits: Elaine, celest, cheryl. You are the horniest bunch of girls i've ever met. But that's fine you know. That's why i love you. WOaHaHa. Congrats to making it through the N level exams. Work hard for Os aite? Crazy tutor as of myself, won't be here to help u all with revision but try your best. =) Have faith in the 3 of you. Stay Fun always. Thank you for the little little gifts u got for me.
To Queen & Kuen: Hey dudes. You are probably the crappiest and funniest duo by far. Always crappin around and stuff, i like that, man... HaHa. XD Thanks for the constant respect and worship. Lookin forward to Gin-ing again sometime. Take care!
So much tears as i am typing all these down. But well, i'm not ashamed to tear because i love my friends too much. =_) My friends, please take care of yourselves. I'm definitely looking forward to hanging out again during summer holidays when i come back. See you all in the airport. Thank you all for sacrificing time and some even skipped test to send me off.
Till then, take care and have a nice day. Thank You Singapore. Thank you, Friends.
Edwin Wirjadi
Monday, November 15, 2004
Time flies really quickly. I remember 2 weeks ago i was complaining how gruesome and tiring the 3 weeks of exams'll be. It all seemed merely like a flash. Guess what, only 4 days left before big time PARTEYYYing. We celebrated Jia Yi's birthday yesterday on the 14th of November. Not forgetting also the many surprises tt we gave her. Yeppp.. Firstly it was the unexpected yet heart-warming surprise that i, The Charming & Gorgeous Edwin, turned up on the happy occasion. U all must be thinkin, "Err, extra....", but LoL, u shd've seen the happy and mesmerized look on her face upon seeing ME! Mahahaaha, so much for gorgeous me... Actually i bluff u all 1. I wasnt the only one that turned up as the unexpected crowd. Vern, Rach, Jf, Yc and myself got together, honoured Jy with a cake and a Happy Birthday song sang together harmoniously in the key of C#minor. Of course Lb and andrew was there... Lb was feelin rather generous and gave the Birthday Girl a treat for lunch, unfortunately however, not generous enough to give the whole table a treat. I'll get u for that Liang Bo... After lunch, we gave her another surprise. We told her that we were goin to bring her to shoot some pool. And upon reachin the venue, she had realized that we're headin towards a Golf Driving Range instead of a pool saloon. She asked, "I thought we're poolin?" We said Uh Uh, our surprise today is to take u to golf. Soon we got off the bus, walked into the driving range. Then we got down a spiral staircase and into a pool place. We then said, "=D this another surprise, we're actually going to play pool." Double surprise!! Yey! Hm, Jy's not bad in pool really. Was only the third time she was playin and managed to produce a magnificent (exaggerated, but ah well, it's her birthday, muahahaa) play. After another 2 hours, we got back to Bishan, where Lb and Vern then decided to shop for a suit. After that we all headed home. It was a simple yet rrly enjoyable day.
Gonna get locked up at home till the end of the week. I'm tryin real hard to open the books. hahaaa... alright then, ill end it here. Thank You for your kind attention. Good Night.
Jia Yi has turned 16 and therefore pronounced LEGAL.
Can play pool and watch NC-16 shows legally laaaaa.
WAT U THINKING!!!??!!??
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Hmm. Both my computers broke down. I was awfully depressed. The weekend without them was hell. Every second felt like minutes, every minute felt like hours. Now tt i'm back online, the feeling's truly amazing. Haha, so dramatic. Os have begun. Technically, i'm left with two more days of exams. After which, it's time for some serious partying. Haha. Went shopping with Ian, Sean, Lennon today for our grad nite outfit. We walked non stop from 2-9. We visited Topman, CK, G2k, Zara. I resorted to Zara finally after much thoughts and consideration. Great designs they have there. Spent a fortune and i'm quite broke. And i can't believe Zara charged me further $60 on alteration. ARGH. Is that how they treat a handsome and loyal customer? I should send a complain. HMph! Hahaha.. Anyway, tt's that... Good luck to all Os candidates and may god bless ya. Cao.!
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
That little light i saw, has vanished. Shes gone... Im so pissed with myself for not being able to let go earlier. Now tt it has come to this stage, helplessness and emptiness is all i can feel. Am wishin u 2 all de best. End..
She's gone for good...
And i...
Sunday, October 24, 2004
Been awhile since i have last blogged. Probably weeks. Much had happened during this time. Basically, i have lost a friend along the way. My fault perhaps... But ah well, i wish u all the best anyways, it's only right. =) O level begins in 9 days. I can't believe that i'm still slackin right this very moment. Im in deep s***. Currently on a project of recordin. Many parts including string ensemble, lead guitar (me me!), rhythm guitar, vocals, and many more. Gonna be a real challenge but im goin ta give it my best shot. I hope it'll turn out alright. It's her favourite :) He's really a lucky dude to get the attention that is yours. Envy him. Ah well... some people just got the luck and everythin... haha. Have been surfin the net a lot in search of my dream guitar. Everything seems so good i can't even decide which to choose. Argh... I wish i can have it all, hahaha. Been playing pool a lot lately, glad to have improved. Ian too have tremendously improved, i was utterly impressed. haha, wooa arr Ian, nice one... But not good enuf.. muahaha.
Ran out of songs to play, someone please intro some songs with good leads for me to play. Am tired and shan't say more.. Good night...
Silly and refusing to let go... Haiz...
Have Fun in Genting, Ly!
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
She, the one with the dazzling smile and a kind soul, was never mine to keep. Can't bear to see you with someone else. Sighs.. But i guess it'll occur sooner or later; inevitable. Undoubtly it'll hurt, but i have to learn to let go of something that has never belonged to me. I have to, I can't be selfish... Guess it's only right... sigh.. I'd really like to be happy for you. But when can i?
She, the one with the dazzling smile,
i feel her warmth from a thousand mile.
She, the one that seemed so perfect,
much happiness have i received from her.
She, the one i love,
was never mine to have.
i miss you..
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Been roughly 2 weeks since i last blogged. Probably cuz ive been so 'hardworkin', yea rite. Will be receiving my prelims result tomorrow. I'm freakin out, in fact im freaked out. Loads happened during these 2 weeks but apparently i have forgotten most of the significant happenings. The 'gang' has increased in size, with Nich and Wank hanging out wif us these few days. Both of them are really happenin, real funny n cool dudes. Lookin forward to hang out some more wif ya guys. =D On Friday, we had one big outing to town. The group includes hobbits, me, wank n weng, vern, lb, LY(=D) and shermien. Then they came over to my place for dinner, rocky's!! The next day, i went to have a game of tennis wif andrew., and it was also the first time tt i have stepped into a grass court. Something cool for a change. At night, we joined hobbits and nich for dinner at fish&co. Good stuff. The night then ended with games of pool. Fun thing to do. =) Nich's a great player, really precise and steady, gave me such a hard time. I lost, but good game though. Today, i went to Queensway SC wif weng and i got myself a new school shoe, Nike Air Trainer. So broke now. =P Its pretty late now and ill be signing off. Good Night everyone.
Alter Bridge - Open Your Eyes rox!
Edwin wants a Line 6 PODxt, M-Audio Bmx-5 speakers, Line 6 Variax guitar. but no $$..
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Time continued to roll and wow i have yet to begin my revision. I am in deep S***, I'm covered with S***. Ouh ohh excuse me.. ahem ahem :P Hmm, the plan of me going to US next year is called off simply because... I can't bear to... Sniff. Nah, actually it's becuz mum thinks im still too 'young'. Sometimes i really wonder, to her, when will i actually grow up. I mean i'm hittin 18 next year. Sigh, aniwae shes still my mum, have to respect her thinkin whether i like it or not. It's not so bad actually, i get to hang out wif my buds for another 3 yrs i guess. Before i finally leave for states... Oh 2 days ago i paid Jia Yi a visit. Nah, actually to pay her guitar a visit. Hehe... kiddin jia, was good to see u. Anyway, she owns a rrly cool Ibanez Jem-Jr. Solid tone, goood feel. And yea vern was there too. 3 of us decided to watch a show, in Jia Yi's little cosy theatre room. Good stuff, i like tt room very much, haha. The shows called Dumb and Dumberer. It was okay except for specific parts which were rrly rrly hilarious. Fun day that was. Yeap after that day, nothin much really happened, juz slacked at home and stuff. Ill end it hear, i've gotta sleep.
Ed wishes to visit Japan's Ibanez retail stores.. so badllyy...
Good nite, folks!
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Great day today. Ly called me so early in the... err afternoon(lol), when i was still sleepin. Yup, she asked if i wanted to see a show wif her and mieny. lol, i wouldn't say no to that, would i? Such a good friend i am. =P Headed to cine, got tickets for 3 to Anaconda. It wuz unexpectedly good. At first i was reluctant, but finally realized it wuz worth watchin after all, haha. I met Karen for the first time when we bumped into her wif her bf somewhere in cine. Pleasant girl. =) Anyway, the cashier staffs were rrly blur today. 3 tickets for $19.50, i gave $20 and received $1.50 back. I was thinkin, "Is that to compliment my new hair and how well i look with it?" rite rite.. lol. Good for me i got an extra $1, but neyy, im an HONEST dude (Girls out there if u don't know, i am. ;D), i returned it to the cashier dude. Okay tt was first. Secondly, while waiting for the 2 princesses to make their way to cine, i went to the arcade. $2 for 4 tokens, i gave $10 and received $9 dollars back. The same thought came flowing into the midst of my head, lol. Anyway... I'm an HONEST (just to remind you gals out there) dude. I likewise returned the excess change back to the cashier dude. Played Daytona, and virtua tennis (by the way, i kicked one guy's butt, told ya i'm baaadd). Well too bad for him, i'm too good i suppose. huahuahuahahah. He walked away in despair and tears rolled down his cheeks (i ALMOST felt guilty, but well i didnt, muahahaha, am feelin so evil today). Nehh, i was crappin bout the despair part. Man, just like that, i could have earned 2 bucks just like that. But again, i'm an HONEST (reminder) dude. Yep, walked around Far East after da show, then finally to Toa Payoh where we had our early dinner. No actually just for desserts, we had early dinner in pastamania. Yepss, sent her home. Along the way she shared some stuff with me. Yea, hate it when u receive such treatment from pple. Take care of urself alrite? Forget it, dun let such stuffs ruin ur mood. It ain't worth it. Took 240 home as i felt real sleepy and lazy. So much about today, i'll end it here. By the way, my new hairs not bad after all. Haha.
Ed wonders, "Will there be another chance for..............us?"
Good night everyone, rest well.......
Monday, September 06, 2004
The holiday has finally begun. My heart beats faster and faster as the days of exams draw nearer each day. Everyone's studying like mad, i'm starting to freak out. Haha. Juz had a haircut today. Decided to change my looks a little, so i changed my hairstyle. Fortunately, my friends gave positive comments bout it. I guess it turned out fine. Met Ly and Mien in Orchard this lovely evening. Was a coincedence that they too, just had a haircut the very same day=) Both of em gettin prettier onie.. haha. Yup, to those studying this very minute, i salute you. To those doing their N levels, Good Luck. Take care everyone!
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Pretty boring day today. Except that my laptop arrived this evening. =D It's a really cool-looking, slick model. Thanks Dad, guess that'll be my birthday present for this year.
It hasn't been easy since i left that path and tried to move on with my own life. Yes it hasn't. Looking at you simply brought those flashbacks back flowing into my mind. It was sweet, yet painful. Often had i seeked my bud, vern. His advice has never failed to show some logic. Some which i've never realized before. They're truly logical, but painful to face. What's more, i can't even seem to erase a tiny bit of ur image away from my mind. Why...? Sometimes i just wonder why some things that seemed so perfect and beautiful, had to end... sighs...
Good night to everyone... Best of Luck to those taking the Bio Practical Exam tomorrow.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Went to PcPs today to see the good old faces. Yes we had loads of fun at the pool place, doing lame stuff tt left me laughing so badly. haha.. Miss da good old days.
I had the chance to see you once more. It felt pleasant and heart-warming. It has only been a couple of hours, but yes, i miss you...
Good Nite
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Those days have long gone by, but the memory left behind never seem to fade away from the midst of my mind. Yes, i won't deny the fact that i still miss you.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Blog's finally recovered. Thank you, LY! =D She brought my blog back up to life. How nice... haha. Teachers' Day is coming and all live band performances are going to be called off, how sucky. I mean what would a concert be like without some crunch and licks. Santha, if you think 4 groups of dancers are enough to run the show, so be it. But i assure you, it's gonna suck big time. Anyway, had a great day today. Vern, foo, ian, weng, elaine, and celest came for a feast at my place. They tried to strip me but ah well, their efforts were in vain. Haha. Prelims are comin and i have not yet to begin my revision. What on Earth can motivate me, grrr....!!!! Gonna RO now. CAO......
Monday, June 21, 2004
3rd Day of stabbing. What can i do to prove my sincerity? Feeling weak and helpless. Tired of rejection... very tired...
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discover what candy you are @ quiz me
Sunday, June 20, 2004
More stabbing. Yet i must still persevere.
Saturday, June 19, 2004
She's stabbed me again. It hurts. But i must persevere, i must..
Because I care, and I believe...
Friday, June 18, 2004
Wassup wassup... Miss me, dudes? Hmm been 2 or 3 days since i last blogged. Hmm suayness, i sprained my right ankle during tennis. Had to visit the Sinseh this morning. The dude man-handled my feet. Pushed and pulled with loads of force, causing throbbing pain. But strong me managed to overcome the pain. HuAhhaAahah. My ankle is bandaged now, guess i won't be going out for a couple of days. And sigh, i'll miss the next outing to Sentosa on Monday. SUx.... hMm, been going out wif ma babehh these days, had loads and loads of fun.. =D Yup, This's all for now..
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Went ta cycle wit Sean, foo, vern this evening. Must say it was really fun. I tumbled and fell once, ahaha. Luckily, THE BIKE was safe and sound. Relieved, eh Vern? ahaha.. Shrek 2 is so funny. ahaha
Times and times again i feel so discouraged, yet the sight of you again and again brought me back up to my feet. Give yourself sometime, dun give up on us just like that. Help yourself to move on, no one can if u don't try it yourself. Please..
Monday, June 14, 2004
Tmr's trip to Sentosa is cancelled, am so disappointed. Sean crashed at my place last night. England, sigh.. Gerrard u're so smart, passed the ball to Henry. Leaving James helpless under the penalty kick taken by Botak Zidane. Well watever then. Sigh, feel so lousy today.
What Can I Do
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope
No more waiting, no more, aching...
No more fighting, no more, trying...
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just going to let it fly
Friday, June 11, 2004
Went ta play pool with Sean and LB. Scratched the 8 ball thrice, so suay. A pretty borin dae. Bank account's critically low. Luckily, grandma's back from China. My home atm machine is back!
Hm, u're so bad, made me worry. Thank god u're fine.. =D
Woke up at about 2 p.m today. W0W, lol! Guess i was pretty exhausted after the Sentosa trip yesterday. Went out with mama in the afternoon. Strolled around orchard and bought some FOOD! YEA ROX! =D~
She's dancing since like 11 in the mornin? She sure has great great stamina. Really hope to see her in action 1 day. =)
Some stuff just wouldn't get out of my head. Which made me feel VERY VERY frustrated. Why not bless them with happiness, instead of making up morbid thoughts?
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Yey! Went to Sentosa today with the dudes. Guess what, Ly came!!! Yeyy... We all had so much fun playing volleyball (though we suck, lol), swimming and stuffs. Got sunburn as usual. And I juz had Shao Rou (BBQ Pork), skin so crispy, oh my.. =P~~~ Mei Wei Ke Kou.
Have been thinkin bout stuff today. What does it matter who is more important? To me, what really is the most important factor is what friends really have for each other, whether they care for each other. God created two sides of human, male and female. What's his purpose? Think hard. It will come to a turning point in life where you can't be the most important in another people's life anymore. Don't expect things to go your way all the time. Think for the people around you. Be wise and reasonable. Still i hope your despicable act won't affect people's future. Do realize that they still care about you very much.
I Believe In A Thing Called Love
Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel
Touching you, touching me
Touching you, God you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everything is OK.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
It was raining throughout the whole day, but i simply love it. =) Ly and I went to catch a show, Shrek 2. I must say it's hilarious. Storyline is like a fairy tale, but with an ogre in the scene. Enjoyed myself very much, =) Going to Sentosa tmr with foo, vern, ian, celest, elaine and yc. Yey!! =D Unfortunately the VIPs such as Ly, Kim, Rach, Shaun, Sean can't make it. =( Ah well, life has got to go on though, hope we'll enjoy ourselves tml!
Don't Know Why
I waited till I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't call
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't call
I don't know why I didn't call
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind forever
Out across the endless sea
I will die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind forever
Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't call
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't call
I don't know why I didn't call
I don't know why I didn't call
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Went out wif Ly and Shermien today. We did a little shoppin. Got myself 2 Flesh Imp Tees at onli s$30!!! What can i say, i guess Great Singapore Sale rox! Ly got herself a pair of pink Converse. Was quite cool i guess. Tt's pretty much it i guess, nothing cool happenin today. Lights out~~
Rise And Fall
Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall
I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity
Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall
Monday, June 07, 2004
Decided to get back in the game of Blogging. Suddenly, i felt motivated to do so. lol. Holidays have started, more slacking then having fun. Ah well, better than going to skool i guess.. =D
